Do you remember when you were in my womb?
How you would swirl around in the waters of my tummy and kick and punch at the lining of my skin...
Do you remember when you would hear my VOICE and react to my touch...
Or when I would poke at you at any sign of your hand prints or feet or head...
Do you remember that darkness that surrounded you yet the COMFORT of my voice would leave you with security, peace and comfort.
You knew you were safe feeding off of my substance there in the womb.
Oscar and Mama
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.(1)
Do you remember when the pressure was closing in at the time of your departure as the waters disappeared and the increasing sensation of pain and alarm as my womb started to collapse on you... an alert, a WARNING that it was time to go...
That your stay there was no longer inhabitable, but a hope of a new destination was waiting just on the other side, a new journey, a NEW LIFE, if you just keep on pushing forward...
From your fathers seed, you were CHOSEN from millions, planted in my womb, separated and reserved for this very special moment when we would finally see you face to face
No longer hidden away in the darkness, groping and wrestling as you waited PATIENTLY for your encounter with that, oh so familiar voice that was with you every step of the way those long winded 9 months...
Do you remember as you began to make your way out that little light at the end of a tunnel a very NARROW opening that was about to take your breath away but you had to keep pushing because very soon it would all be over... and that you would be reconciled to that voice, that oh so sweet voice that kept you all through out the NIGHT...
For You formed my inward parts;
You covered me in my mother’s womb.
I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Marvelous are Your works,
And that my soul knows very well.
My frame was not hidden from You,
When I was made in secret,
And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.
Your eyes saw my substance, being yet unformed.
And in Your book they all were written,
The days fashioned for me,
When as yet there were none of them.(2)
Then finally you came forth leaving BEHIND a broken sack of blood, stained, mess at your leave.
You probably don't remember that horrible sight of the sack of blood, unusable, irreparable place you USED to call home
Then you FINALLY found your self in my loving arms where we get to meet face to face, skin to skin. Your father holding you in his embrace so happy that his son he had been WAITING for had finally come.
Alex and Tata
All that guck, darkness and all those TEARS wiped away as you suckled on my breast and felt the warmth of my touch and the LOVE of your fathers embrace
Yes you were finally home. I was waiting for you. We had prepared a place for you right here in our arms, in my bosom, in our FAMILY.
My son whom I have loved. Even before we met I was ALWAYS with you. We have always LOVED you.
And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.”(3)
My sons
References:
(1) Jeremiah 29:11 NKJV
(2) Psalm 139:13-16 NKJV
(3) Revelation 21:4 NKJV
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